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Dark squares : how chess saved my life / Danny Rensch.

Van Pelt Library GV1439.R38 A3 2025
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Format:
Book
Author/Creator:
Rensch, Danny, Author.
Language:
English
Subjects (All):
Chess--United States--History.
Chess.
Chess players--United States--Biography.
Chess players.
Ex-cultists--United States--Biography.
Ex-cultists.
Rensch, Danny.
Genre:
Autobiographies.
Biographies.
Physical Description:
viii, 356 pages ; 25 cm
Edition:
First edition.
Place of Publication:
New York : PublicAffairs, 2025.
Summary:
"Born into the Church of Immortal Consciousness, Danny Rensch spent his childhood navigating the isolated confines of a cult. Despite psychological manipulation, physical abuse, and neglect, he persevered. An international chess master and world-class commentator, Rensch's remarkable journey led him to being the face of Chess.com, one of the largest online gaming platforms in the world. With unflinching honesty, Rensch recounts his life, starting from the moment he discovered chess in the summer of 1995, all the way up to being at the center of the most explosive cheating scandal in chess history. He chronicles the traumas of being "special" in a cult that forced separation from his mother. Mentored by an alcoholic, Russian chess master, he found solace alongside suffering in his obsession for an ancient game, and chess became his only escape. Rensch rose through the chess ranks until a medical emergency nearly took him out of the game forever. And it almost did, until Chess.com came along. Deeply heartfelt, keenly reflective, and haunting, Dark Squares is the never-before-told story of Danny Rensch's resilience, survival, and his enduring love for the game that saved him"-- Provided by publisher.
Contents:
Prologue
Part One. Village rat
Cults work
Chess gypsies
'McDonald's, Gary'
Faith
Unfit
A thousand deaths
A little beverage
The orphanhood of Danny Rensch
Sometimes with lotion
Shauna
Part Two. Washed-up
'Why is this Danny guy such a fucking ashhole?'
Secrets
Facing the music
The big lie
Existential crisis
Go home, mom
Pounding my chest
The dark years
Scandal
Epilogue
Acknowledgments.
ISBN:
9781541703285
1541703286
OCLC:
1483813971
Publisher Number:
90102619801

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